i'll let you be in my dreams if i can be in yours (matchbook18) wrote,
i'll let you be in my dreams if i can be in yours

had to write!

Woo, i am so happy this morning.
Going to the fitness centre is finally paying off.
The scale is going down, it's down slowly but the point is is that it's still going down.
AND people notice.
That's right.
People effing notice. haha :)
Michelle asked me yesterday if i was going to the gym and then said that she can tell i lost weight because my face is not as round and my cheek bones are more prominent.
I can't tell but as long as other people can tell i don't care.
Since October when i joined, i have lost almost 12 lbs...and for some reason most of that has been in the past month and a half. Oh well, it's awesome!
So on a much sadder note.
My dad might lose his job.
I didn't want to write about it because it makes me so furious and then it makes me cry.
Bowater is so fucking stupid.
My dad has been there 31 years.....31 FREAKING YEARS AND HIS JOB ISN'T EVEN SECURE ANYMORE!!!!
My dad gave them 31 years of his life and now they might lay him off.
So yup, more cut backs at Bowater.
My uncle Steve was laid off last year after 25 years.
So fucking stupid.
So in the spring they are laying off everyone under 32 years.
Ooo and my dad has only been there 31 years.
What is he going to do? He's been working there since he was 18.
I am so sad for him :(
My mom said some days he worries he'll be laid off, others he doesn't worry because they need him.
See what there plan is is to get rid of people like my dad that make $40 an hour and start hiring younger guys at $9....which is smart but i still disagree bcuz you shouldnt treat employees like that...especially ones that have been there for 30 years.
Anyways, so my mom said they are selling the house, the house i grew up in. If my dad loses his job there are moving to Muskoka and my dad will work with his brother in construction and then i will never see them. I dont even see them enough now. This bites.
If they do end up moving down there i'm gonna seriously talk to Josh about moving down there. Muskoka is so beautiful and it's not that far from Toronto and my bestfriend.
If he doesn't want to, i don't know what i would do. I don't like it here. I don't want to live in Winnipeg the rest of my life.
I moved here with him and his parents for 3.5 years so he can move to Muskoka with me! That's how i see it.
Anyways, am sad and i must go and finish all this homework i have to do bcuz i procrastinate.
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